Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Pilgrim's Progress

Hmmm... Been thinking. Guess i'm in a little pensive, so much change all the time that its hard to deal with. Many people do not like change or very rarely welcome it. I am not necessarily one of those people. But, I do like to have some stability in my life. As of late, there has not been any. So, I sometimes feel lost. Today is one of those days. When I just feel like there is something I'm supposed to be doing, but there isn't. When, I think that I have somewhere to be , but i don't. One thing I know though is that God has been everywhere that I have been , He hasn't left. Some days that is harder to see than others. Some days take a lot of faith , others seem to just flow by. But the more time goes by, one thing has started to make sense to me. Life really is a journey, it really is a lot like "Pilgrim's Progress." There really are people out there that just want you to spend your whole life , wasting it , playing around. There really are people that think that they have it all figured out and they want to show you the easy way to go. And the Lions really do jump out and try to get you, only sometimes, I think that their claws actually do cut your skin, and even though its not fatal, you are left with a wound that takes time to heal. I think that is where I find my self today. Trying to let Him heal the wound. I have faith that He will. I am taking this journey , one day at a time. To do more than that is beyond what I can do. So , I wake up each day and do the best that i can do that day.